JOSETER

Sending off your beloved one to the war (in reference to 1939 WW2), you as a mother or wife, you would be careful what you wish for. You don't wish in your heart for him to come back soon. Coming back could mean he is getting back to you in a coffin box before the war is over. Though you know the war is eating him bit by bit in all possible ways. Though you know he will never be the same person once you knew dearly..now slipping away and deteriorating physically and mentally. You still make your wish carefully with the deepest pain that keeps you awake at nights...you still want him in one piece and alive. Good or bad. You wish him to be there as long as the war is won or over and get back to you in one piece.

From womb to tomb, we are bound to others, past and present, and by each crime and every kindness, we birth our future. David Mitchell (Cloud Atlas) You were in a hunter-gatherer tribe once. You had to fight for your survival and your tribe's from dangers of all kinds that lurked in the jungle. You have tamed yourselves to become this civilized and evolved being. Your dangers have taken their subtlest form now. You are not fighting for your survival anymore. Animals in the jungle no more pose a threat to you, they are the ones who need protection from you. Fights to fill your stomach is no more a struggle, but gluttony is! With all the comforts and pleasures if you presume you are safe and protected, your naivety is sinking you into a dark and steep abyss that's waiting to steal your soul. It is now more than ever you have a need to fight, fight for survival, survival of your truth. The essence of this evolution is always at stake and the few enlightened souls are the o...

A black cat crosses in front of us left to right. My friend says, "it's a bad omen! we should stay indoors". I dump him at home and go about my business. When I come back I find him sitting in a chair with a bandage all over his right hand! Slipped in the bathroom and broke his hand he says. I am petting the black cat while listening to the story.

Damn I want to swim.. I want to feel alive in water... imagining myself glinding through water... going under and gliding through the pressure...ah this imagination makes me ecstatic. Do I know how to swim? I believe I can, but I cannot say with utmost certainty that I could. Do I know how to find a pool to swim? I am intuitive like a bird in finding my way, so I guess I could. I spread my wings, unleash my birdy instincts figure out my way and find a pool. I go near the pool and I can't contain happiness. Just the thought that I am here, I have found a nice pool is making me euphoric. I want to make my joy known so I am jumping and shouting with joy. People that swims hardly notice me as if they have seen this happen many times before. I lost my intention as to why I was here! What I care more is this feeling I am experiencing and shouting like a mad person that I am blissed out. I dip my feet into water sitting on the sides of the pool..I start writing about "how t...

When I was told I looked like a lost writer from one of old my pictures it felt nice. But the thing is that...I was not lost nor was I a writer! Never have that thought bothered me until tonight. Every year I am chasing my never ending dream to become rich and sound financially. But this year looks more like a trade for literary knowledge which I wished I had, without even understanding what it meant all my life. Tonight is the night (Feb 24 2020) I bought the book for screenplay writing by Syd Field. Tonight is the night I keep watching Woody Allen movies. Tonight is one of those nights I fret strongly about becoming a screenplay writer. All I need to know is will I be able to pause my money pursuit to gain something else instead?

My life's purpose is not achieving happiness. Happiness is only the out come..it doesn't hold clear answers to what I want to be doing per se. Clarity comes when your purpose by itself defines your process that leads to the outcome. Enriching our lives with knowledge is my sense of purpose. The rest will take its own shape just by acquiring this. Becoming wealthy, contributing positively to nature, being voice for voiceless and living a life with enriching experiences all comes from it.. which on the whole fill our lives with happiness.

You can live a life of a massively successful person in your 30s, when you are only destined to make your massive success at the age of 50! Take a disciplined approach towards your goal and you will soon realize micro/macro success (monetarily), people's respect (for the person you are or for what you're building) and a lifestyle that accommodates lavish. Achieve this and you are already living a life of a highly successful person. Your success could happen when you are 30 or 40 or maybe 50. Quality of your life remains the same through out if you lay the foundation right. I want to lay a foundation that takes me to success without unnecessary struggle.