Happily Untidy!
So I used to keep my room and surrounding always clean ...if something is not clean around me, my topmost priority will be to cleanup the mess and move on to other things. In the past few years this has become just the opposite... My room is always untidy and no matter how good I clean it (after a week or two)..next day it's back to being untidy. Have I grown sick of cleaning up my room!? I wondered. My brain came up with a justification that seems to justify this situation so very well...! Each individual has a "cleanliness freak bandwidth" ...when it's being sucked up by other important tasks...the itch of being surrounded by a messy room sounds perfectly alright suddenly. Clearly I'm running out of my "cleanliness freak bandwidth" ...I'm still fixing mess around more important stuff and my room doesn't seem very important when compared. Finally I can stop wondering about my behaviour and sleep in a messy room more peacefully :P