JOSETER

A black cat crosses in front of us left to right. My friend says, "it's a bad omen! we should stay indoors". I dump him at home and go about my business. When I come back I find him sitting in a chair with a bandage all over his right hand! Slipped in the bathroom and broke his hand he says. I am petting the black cat while listening to the story.

Damn I want to swim.. I want to feel alive in water... imagining myself glinding through water... going under and gliding through the pressure...ah this imagination makes me ecstatic. Do I know how to swim? I believe I can, but I cannot say with utmost certainty that I could. Do I know how to find a pool to swim? I am intuitive like a bird in finding my way, so I guess I could. I spread my wings, unleash my birdy instincts figure out my way and find a pool. I go near the pool and I can't contain happiness. Just the thought that I am here, I have found a nice pool is making me euphoric. I want to make my joy known so I am jumping and shouting with joy. People that swims hardly notice me as if they have seen this happen many times before. I lost my intention as to why I was here! What I care more is this feeling I am experiencing and shouting like a mad person that I am blissed out. I dip my feet into water sitting on the sides of the pool..I start writing about "how t...

When I was told I looked like a lost writer from one of old my pictures it felt nice. But the thing is that...I was not lost nor was I a writer! Never have that thought bothered me until tonight. Every year I am chasing my never ending dream to become rich and sound financially. But this year looks more like a trade for literary knowledge which I wished I had, without even understanding what it meant all my life. Tonight is the night (Feb 24 2020) I bought the book for screenplay writing by Syd Field. Tonight is the night I keep watching Woody Allen movies. Tonight is one of those nights I fret strongly about becoming a screenplay writer. All I need to know is will I be able to pause my money pursuit to gain something else instead?