JOSETER

When I was told I looked like a lost writer from one of old my pictures it felt nice. But the thing is that...I was not lost nor was I a writer! Never have that thought bothered me until tonight. Every year I am chasing my never ending dream to become rich and sound financially. But this year looks more like a trade for literary knowledge which I wished I had, without even understanding what it meant all my life. Tonight is the night (Feb 24 2020) I bought the book for screenplay writing by Syd Field. Tonight is the night I keep watching Woody Allen movies. Tonight is one of those nights I fret strongly about becoming a screenplay writer. All I need to know is will I be able to pause my money pursuit to gain something else instead?

Ignorance is such a powerful tool that we all tend to use at some point in our lives or may be even every single day!? When you know those fruits and veggies you eat everyday are kind of poisoned with preservatives.. chemicals are used to make them grow bigger or ripe fast...what steps do you really take? Yes you are aware what's harming your health..but what do you really do about it? Ignore as if it's no big deal..meh! Though I make sure to get them from the best places...and wash off any possible chemicals on them. But I still choose to ignore the fact that it isn't very effective. These things are not in my control so I choose to ignore it rather than ruining my peace thinking about it. Think about the list of things you choose to ignore! We human beings are more focused on present situation than worrying about future, at least we say we do but we clearly don't. We have so much crap to worry about for the next hour or day, so how can you effectively think and act...

I'm into affiliate marketing for 7 years now but I'm not rich yet! Over these past 7 years I have procured so much knowledge about how to make money online. I have had successful campaigns once in a while that kept me afloat for 7 years but nothing crazy to turn my life around. Meanwhile a lot of affiliate marketing friends are making shit tons of money and I'm nowhere near to what they have achieved. When I think about it, it is difficult to swallow...though i work on super potential projects I always end up losing interest after a while and jump onto something new and more exciting. I have to at least figure out what's wrong and how it can be fixed. Jumping onto one after the other is not a bad trait to have. It's my personality..but I'm sure I can figure out a way to handle it. Well..if that's not the real issue what else is stopping me!? It took me a while to spot the real enemy "Mediocre Thinking". I was born into a middle class family and th...

So I have come up with a well thought out daily routine for this year. Mostly focused on building new habits. Everytime I schedule something, I stick to the plan so tightly for few day and fall hard on my face soon. This has never worked for me like always! So this time I have a brand new approach for my new schedule. I'm not gonna care if I stick to the exact plan since day one. I'm starting with the ones I'm most comfortable and excited about. I have started reading...started swimming..sleeping well...slowly adapting healthy eating..well my work routine is fucked up but I'm not so worried or guilty about it. By the end of March if I can adapt to this laid out routine (at least a 75% of it) that will be an accomplishment. Sticking to the routine so effortlessly - That's what I aim to achieve. Habits.

Let thoughts flow freely...observe things from all possible angles...boundaries are there for the normal 95% mass..I most definitely don't belong there!

Everytime I tell her..."baby we are very close to being successful" she cheers me up....every freaking time...no distrust..not even a little. It's been a while and I'm still struggling and oh yeah... I know we are very close... #greatfulandhappy #tryingtomaketeespringwork

Wish I had realized this long long back. Not that I didn't know..some how I didn't realize it or see it the way I see it right now! When you are out there trying to make money online..getting frustrated every single day and so many sleepless nights...if you are not not spending your time on the right kind of niche/project you are gonna burn yourself out and still end up with no success or maybe little success. Go after big niches because that is where big money/reward is! When you start out the most usual trap marketers get into.. Omg those big niches are so saturated..pro marketers have already dominated those niches and I cannot compete with them..bids are going too high..or whatever such reasons you come up with. It is easy to choose a small niche and think once I make some decent money with this I'm gonna jump right into those big niches..which possibly is never going to happen. I have been working on teespring for quite sometime now and the last two months I was bei...

My children..grandchildren and their grandchildren will still reap the benefits of what I will create.

So I used to keep my room and surrounding always clean ...if something is not clean around me, my topmost priority will be to cleanup the mess and move on to other things. In the past few years this has become just the opposite... My room is always untidy and no matter how good I clean it (after a week or two)..next day it's back to being untidy. Have I grown sick of cleaning up my room!? I wondered. My brain came up with a justification that seems to justify this situation so very well...! Each individual has a "cleanliness freak bandwidth" ...when it's being sucked up by other important tasks...the itch of being surrounded by a messy room sounds perfectly alright suddenly. Clearly I'm running out of my "cleanliness freak bandwidth" ...I'm still fixing mess around more important stuff and my room doesn't seem very important when compared. Finally I can stop wondering about my behaviour and sleep in a messy room more peacefully :P

I hate hanging out with groups. I hate being around people for long hours. It's not because i hate people..it's just that I don't fit in easily and I hate to be fake trying to fit in. Being yourself could be the answer to spot the right one who likes your shit.

Super hyper active state of brain make things possible. Just figuring out how to keep yourself high without drug consumption... Will take you places.