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My children..grandchildren and their grandchildren will still reap the benefits of what I will create.

So I'm going through a rough phase. Broke and stuck. There's so much ideas and excitements worth pursuing but financial instability keeps me stuck. Now this situation is so cruel that it wants to eat up my confidence I have in my visions for great success. This situation is good. You should be tested thoroughly before you claim that you deserve any success. If you let your situation feed your fear with your confidence... It's the best proof that you are not ready to deserve success just yet. You go to sleep with so much insecurities and selfdoubts..morning you wake up..the first thing, ask yourself if this journey is worth pursuing... Is it all worth it. If the answer is a big YES..you are on the right track. If you are in doubt, you are off the track. I get the big YES every morning and that keeps me moving forward. Not sure what lays ahead...

So I used to keep my room and surrounding always clean ...if something is not clean around me, my topmost priority will be to cleanup the mess and move on to other things. In the past few years this has become just the opposite... My room is always untidy and no matter how good I clean it (after a week or two)..next day it's back to being untidy. Have I grown sick of cleaning up my room!? I wondered. My brain came up with a justification that seems to justify this situation so very well...! Each individual has a "cleanliness freak bandwidth" ...when it's being sucked up by other important tasks...the itch of being surrounded by a messy room sounds perfectly alright suddenly. Clearly I'm running out of my "cleanliness freak bandwidth" ...I'm still fixing mess around more important stuff and my room doesn't seem very important when compared. Finally I can stop wondering about my behaviour and sleep in a messy room more peacefully :P

Right through the window I can see a construction site and the roof is filled up with water...crows in the area are so delighted to see so much water and happily bathing in the hot summer...whenever I peep through the window I see crows bathing. Everybody at home started complaining about how these arrogant crows not letting poor pigeons anywhere near the water! What I observe from this situation.. I firmly believe your enemies make you stronger. They make them solve issues, learn to adapt and thrive. Crows should maintain being an ass and pigeons will learn to survive or thrive. So many are watching this crow vs pigeon scenario and now most have soft corner for pigeons. In some way they get favors from people now and then. There comes the theory of invisible balancing!

To access real potential deep within you...you must detach yourself from the normal senses you are so used to everyday...that happens when you consume alcohol...or when you go to meditation state or overly confident or something similar. Learning to access it upon will.. will make you the source for awesomeness. This will only work for people who has deep meaningful content/character.

When people look up to you or if they so love you for what you are... They will always seek for your acceptance in whatever they do...they do something and if you love it they feel so cool...or they just follow your recommendation because they think whatever you say is cool. Now that's a lot of responsibility. You can stretch the acceptance point so much to make it all constructive for them...but there is a point where you should stop stretching or they just give it up ..feel alienated and call it "fuck it all" and move towards exact opposite direction real quickly. Knowing how much you can stretch is power. You can alter limits as well.

When you choose to work on a project, ask yourself, "how likely are you to be successful!?" Of course you will be 50-80% sure the project will be a success. That's why you chose it in the first place. But that's just based on your theory. Now..ask yourself the same question based on your actions. If you are still 50-80% sure..that's solid. Success based on theory worth far too less compared to success based on actions. #teespringcampaigns #hyperactive #superhigh